Showing posts with label life. Show all posts
Showing posts with label life. Show all posts

Wednesday, December 28, 2011

Freak Out Moment

Okay y'all. I had a serious freak out moment a few days ago. Why? Because I watched this video :


For as long as I could remember, I had a mole on the back of me leg. I was never really concerned about it because I have freckles so to me it was just a larger freckle. Well, back in 2008 my friend Angi posted something about a discolored toenail she was concerned about. I looked into what she was talking about and become concerned about the mole. I went to my mom (a nurse for 25+ years) and told her that I thought it was melanoma. She wasn't concerned and said that it wasn't anything. So I forgot about it and that was that. Well, that is until June 2011.

While running the San Diego Rock 'n' Roll Marathon in June, I forgot to put sunscreen on my legs and I paid for it with second degree burns. When I made it home, my oh-so-loving mother was there to take care of me. While she was draining my blisters, spreading burn cream on my legs, and wrapping them in gauze she saw my mole. She asked me about it and I told her that it had been there for as long as I could remember and she said that it never looked like that before. (Just so y'all know, the mole was not on part of my leg that got sunburned.) She told me that when my legs healed she wanted me to set up an appointment with the dermatologist to have it looked at, I said okay.

I pushed off setting up the appointment and my mom kept the pressure on me telling me I needed to have it looked at and it needed to be done before my insurance ran up at the end of August when I would be removed from their plan since I would be turning 26 early that month. I made it to the dermatologist on August 3 where the mole was examined by the Dr, who said "Does it look like melanoma? No, but I want to be sure so we are going to go ahead and remove it." I left the appointment feeling confident that it was nothing.

Two weeks later I received a phone call from my Dr. I didn't think it was strange that she was calling because she sounded so chipper. Then she spilled the beans and told me that it did come back positive for melanoma. She told me that I would need to have surgery to have it removed and that she would be referring me to another doctor to perform the surgery because she felt he did a better job when it came to the leg and would leave minimal scarring. I explained my insurance situation to her and they were able to get me in for the surgery just in the nick of time, August 31.

My initial biopsy was about the size of a dime and for the surgery they had to remove about 5mm around the initial spot. He partially closed it with a purse string stitch by going around the wound weaving the stitch in and out and then pulled it tight, reducing the size of the opening but leaving a hole the size of a small egg. Two weeks later they called and told me that they had removed all the cancerous cells.

I felt relieved but at the same time I need to go to the oncologist. I need to be sure that it didn't spread and that nothing was missed. I mean, yes, the Dr. told me I was in the clear but we're all human right? No harm in double checking.

The biggest frustration of this whole thing was that I have never been one to tan so I never laid out in the sun or went to tanning beds, and I almost always wear jeans during the summer. I have childish moments saying its not fair, but cancer does not discriminate. And although I didn't tan easily, I can recall burning pretty badly a few times. So for all of you that have had a serious burn once in their life, lay in the sun or use tanning beds on a regular basis, please keep an eye on your skin! If you see a mole that is changing shape and color, contact a dermatologist. There is no harm in having it looked at. It's better to be safe than sorry.

Sunday, December 18, 2011

The Past Six Months

My life has been somewhat, ok, really hectic these past six months and I have quite a bit to share with you. I have wanted to post about these for months, but haven't been able to due to some unforeseen circumstances that have occurred in the mean time.

In short, here is what the past six months have looked like :

JUNE
- Leave for San Diego
- Completed a full marathon
- Got second degree burns on the back of my calves
JULY
- Bridesmaid in my friends wedding
- Went to a Keith Urban concert
AUGUST
- Had mole removed on the back of my leg and biopsied
- Visited my sister
- Biopsy results came back : positive for melanoma
- Applied for a new job that was full time and offered benefits
- Interview for potential job number one
- Surgery to hopefully remove the cancerous cells and biopsied
- Removed from my parents health insurance as I reached age 26
SEPTEMBER
- Interview for potential job number two and received job offer for it two hours later
- Interviewed a second time for potential job number one but accepted job offer for job number two
- Received test results back : removed 100% of the cancerous cells
- Started 6 weeks of training for new job that requires passing the Series 6 within three attempts
OCTOBER
- Attended my friends wedding
- Attended another friends baby shower
NOVEMBER
- Grandpa died
- Attempt number one at Series 6 : Fail
- First day on new job
- Thanksgiving
DECEMBER
- Attempt number two at Series 6 : PASS

So, there was a lot going on in my life these past six months and I had to try and remain focused on the requirements for my new job, as I really need a job. So some of the more leisure activities were pushed aside And if you don't think that looks like a crazy few months, then you live a crazy life. I normally work, eat, sleep, and repeat with the occasional trip to the grocery store in there. I don't need a cram packed life to feel like I'm living life. Actually, if I had a schedule like that I think I would go crazy.

I plan to play catch up on my blog regarding some of the above mentioned activities, so stay tuned if you're interested. And if there is something you are particularly interested in knowing more about, feel free to submit your requests.